I am sitting here by myself right now. Hayden is asleep and the older boys are spending the night with their "gaga".
Paul is in Arkansas right now visiting his Uncle who is dying. His organs are all shutting down and they are only giving him a couple days. I pray that he goes to be with the Lord pain free. He wanted to leave the hospital and go out on his house boat. His greatest love was being on the water and fishing. Paul's fondest memories are those with him and fishing. This man made mistakes early on, but decided to live in God's glory and help others. He saved many people, helped many marriages and helped hold together families. I pray that his family finds peace in his passing and that Paul can also. We are all born to die but losing those we love is so hard. Even knowing a person is going to die in months, years, days doesn't make it easier. Death is hard...hard because we miss their presence, their talks, their laugh, their advice, etc. He will go to a better place, there is no question about it. Just know you will be missed so much! Your love for others and good heart will live through so many. You were here for a reason and you made your mark. Thank you for being there for me and my family. Thank you for being the wonderful person you are! We love you and we will miss you!